behind some weirdness

15Feb09

today it’s a english-speaking day. not because there are brits over, nor because i have been transplanted into a brit body, but, today, the few words that are crowding my brain are english, or body-language, or even no-language at all. i am only listening to instrumental music, i am having a “spiritual unity” with Alber Ayer trio and a Tortoise mood, for what this shiny sunday looks like.

english language is functional, and i have been pretty functional lately. not speaking much, but doing much. planning, cleaning, listening, thinking, organising, taking decisions, settling, softening relations, loving, and again planning, cleaning, listening, reading, thinking, keeping in mind, settling, etc. That is probably why Alessandro sometimes tells me “did someone steal your mouth?”. I am just being silent, when possible. I am silent because I am busy taking care of something else but speaking, namely skipping decisions.  speaking is action, as well as thinking is action, writing is action; but speaking is a double-action if you know what you’re talking about. isnt’ it? speaking means you have thought, read, loved, done something. and probably i am now so focused on “skipping” and “doing” – so action zero – that maybe tomorrow (i don’t mean tomorrow, tomorrow, but tomorrow, sometimes in the next days, weeks), I’ll be speaking normally as I was.

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